Baby, actually all i want is you mean whatever you've said, ever since you say you do not care about what your mother or your older sister told you, i say its fine because i also do not want you to be affected by their words so often that you feel that you are the one whom they always vent anger on. But nowadays i really do not know how to please you so that you could listen to me, on both hand, it would be either end up affecting them (if i keep helping you to think of how to counter them, your mother will say i psycho you or do what to you) or you (if i stand at their side or keep quiet, you will feel that im moody or i scold you because you did something wrong OR! you will keep saying whatever you do is wrong...)... so I've eventually learn to shut my mouth... okay? Like you always says... you will listen to me... but... nvm~ =) whenever things turns out to be bad, then you will say you will listen to me... you know the feeling or being like... you are given my trust and you eventually break it on and off, again and again without you noticing... Right now im not not trusting you or wad, im just neutral okay? Meaning i do not give suggestion, persuade or convince you, or make decision for you, these will only make you regret for not being given the choice to make your own decision... Sometimes i really wish that you could tell me everything, what you're thinking etc... But sometimes i feel that whatever you tell me now and what you've told me earlier (listen to me or take my suggestion etc), i just feel like don't want to care about all these anymore, because it will only make me think that my suggestion etc is stupid or useless only... Hopefully you don't get emo or what when you read this post...
I will go to your house tmr around 12pm and reach there at +-1pm... Don't have to rush or what, it's alright for me to wait =) And about the "iloveyou"... I don't care what other people say, we have our own love story, why should we care? But i know it myself (refer to the previous paragraph)...
No matter what, i still love you baby~ muacks! im abit sleepy le... anything call me bahx =) good night =)Sweet dream ;)
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